random and bored

I always feel the need to blog about things when I realize I have absolutely nothing to say. I also always blog about myself. But then again, I did create this to be an outlet for all my thoughts so that I don't go crazy trying to keep them in. I also have another secret blog that I only confess my deepest and darkest secrets too. Things that I just want to get out but without anyone finding out.
So I suppose I'm single now. Marshall and I decided to break up today, although I'm not sure if we're being serious or if we're just kidding. Either way, I think I'll be fine. Things just seem so different between us now... but I'm in a good mood. There might be some big changes in my life... and I don't know exactly how I'll handle those. I really wish I had a friend to talk to about things... I need some fun in my life. I just don't think I can get up and do it on my own.