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Why is it that everything in my apartment smells like vomit and/or ass?

I miss having GOOD friends. People that I could trust... People who were honest, reliable, sincere, and genuine. People who were happy being "so un-cool." I miss Billy, Maggie, Hill, and Tim. Or at least the friendships I had with them when I was in high school... things have changed since then and I barely know them now. I miss Jane, Janet, Brooke, John and Andy... or at least the friendships I had with them fall semester of freshman year. I've barely talked to them since I left.

... I'm not going to pretend to be a friend if you haven't even tried to be mine. I can live without being FAKE even if it means that everyone hates me for it. I'd rather be hated for who I am than loved for who I pretend to be. And that's how its going to be.