i'm sick

i'm sick. and cold. and watching movies that don't load fast enough so I'm going between movies. I'm about half done with each and waiting for them to load more. I have no tissues. and I just ate a bowl of mac and cheese.
I'm all alone in my house. it sort of feels nice though. i don't have to deal with deer meat from mikey or marin's relentless b*tching. i can just do what i want to do... and a little. I also have to mention that I think that Jason Biggs is pretty hot. The other night I had a sad and strange dream.

I can't remember details but I remember that there was an ice storm and all my classes were canceled. I was with other people and we were driving through campus and all of a sudden we spotted Sara Chroussis. She had come back to life! Everyone was really happy to see her. And we asked her what death was like. And she told us she went to hell. And everyone was shocked because Sara was faithful and caring, and the best person that anyone has ever met. And she told us why, but it seemed so trivial... it was related to pride, but wasn't even that bad. I can't exactly remember what it was. But it made me start thinking of what would happen to me if Sara Chroussis didn't even get into Heaven. I'm not as good of a person as she was. But the good thing is that I KNOW that Sara is in Heaven, if such a place does exist. She set the bar for the rest of humanity. I really miss her a lot. I wish she was around still.